Script of the subliminal message: Nephilims, ancient ones of genesis, teach me your ways and understanding. Bring your wisdom to me in my dreams. Let your ancient knowledge flow to me as I walk in the moonlight. Nephilims, you walked with man before the flood. Reveal yourselves to me.
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I don’t feel all that inspired today to say much, except I will anyway haha.
I am just sitting here with my giant ice coffee. Yes, I know I said I would stop drinking it. I say a lot of things. Actually, getting myself to stick to things is hard. However, there is a reason I am gulping it down. I slept a long time yesterday and fairly deeply. Then, after only being awake for a few hours, I couldn’t keep my eyes open and fell asleep by mistake for another half hour.
This is all good in my head because that means I might actually stay up till tonight and go to bed early. That is why I am drinking this coffee, to maybe help me achieve that goal. If that doesn’t happen I give up and I am not even going to try to fix it anymore, it takes too much effort. Plus, I know from past experience it will fix itself…in time.
Speaking of not being able to stick to things, this is why at times I am still glad I have no car. I would had given up on exercising by now. For example, this morning did I want to walk to the store to get food? No. And if I had a car, I would had gotten right in it and drove there, even if I had promised myself to walk. I had no choice. I had to walk. Did I enjoy walking there? No. In fact my thoughts were more like “I can’t live like this.” The point is I walked and got the exercise, even if by force.
To finish up this blog, I would also like to say that I try to avoid all mass media. I will talk about why another time, but I have been fairly successful at it since 2011, minus letting in a few blips of it here and there. That being said, I do have a guilty pleasure, and that is Wendy Williams. I watched her before I left the TV behind and thankfully she uploads her “Hot Topics” to YouTube, so I can still partake. She is my main source of information on celebrity and other trivial topics.
I am going to post a compilation video someone uploaded of her “Shady Moments”, so you can get a feel for her (if you have never watched her before). Then, under that video I will post Morgue’s newest video. I rarely agree with him. I am not even sure if I like him, but he is my other guilty pleasure. He entertains me as well and at least causes me to look into some of the things he says.
I woke up around midnight last night and have just been resting and watching documentaries since then, minus when I walked to the store. It is weird because I don’t feel as crappy as usual. I feel almost peaceful and slightly sedated, no idea why. I also feel like I have been awake a very long time, but its only 10:30am.
So, I watched a few aboriginal documentaries, and other documentaries on indigenous people, all decent. Then I got to this documentary on the Congo. I could not live like this. Hell, I felt stressed just watching it, but it is interesting enough to share.